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(~Huggle~) Closer to perfection... [18 Jan 2006|08:59pm] "Scars" I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

(~Huggle~) Oh so perfect... [18 Jan 2006|08:54pm] [ mood | distressed ] My Own Worst Enemy by Lit Can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk? I didnt mean to call you that I cant remember what was said or what you threw at me please tell me please tell me why my car is in the front yard and Im sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night and youre gone gone its no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me the smoke alarm is going off and theres a cigarette still burning please tell me why my car is in the front yard and Im sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night and youre gone gone please tell me why my car is in the front yard and Im sleeping with my clothes on I came in through the window last night its no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me can we forget about the things I said when I was drunk I didnt mean to call you that

(~Huggle~) [27 Oct 2005|07:36pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Rob Zombie Numb or w/e ] Life is a bitch right now. I lost my path of direction and now i'm having to back track to get it back. I'll be so happy when i'm out of school. I guess people don't see me as cold as before now. I'm 3 inches past BSL now. And it's getting colder. My licnsce will be granted on the 1st of nov. that's tuesday of next week...

(1 Huggle | ~Huggle~) [09 Sep 2005|08:49pm] I went to the movies with Trey tonight.

(~Huggle~) [02 Aug 2005|11:28pm] [ mood | shocked ] Your cruel device Your blood, like ice One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much) I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't want to break these chains Your mouth, so hot Your web, I'm caught Your skin, so wet Black lace on sweat I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins) I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in) I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains Poison One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much) I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains Poison I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much) I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah I don't want to break these chains Poison, oh no Runnin' deep inside my veins, Burnin' deep inside my veins It's poison I don't wanna break these chains Poison Am i really like that?

(~Huggle~) [02 Aug 2005|10:56am] [ mood | cold ] I know before it happens i'll be more prepared for whats in store it's just so far away I admit.. I ignored that when the time came I wanted you, but you wanted nothing to do with me You wanna stay away from me today? Or atleast for the rest of the years that Im alive. But now I say "Im sorry"

(1 Huggle | ~Huggle~) [25 Jul 2005|09:11pm] You want to know what's up call me... I deleted aim, msn, and yahoo from my computer. I'm not posting for the whole world to see anymore.

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